my mind is full of random thoughts tonight
why didn't I try harder? what was I thinking? sometimes I wonder if I'm too good at ignoring the real world. do other people live there all the time?
I wonder why I can't be doing the same thing now that I was doing a year ago. I liked that and it seemed to like me, but maybe not. Silence is so hard to take and yet I can't help doing it myself.
my kitty has very very sharp claws that occasionally get caught in my skin
what am I going to do about all this other stuff? running out of time
